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    Thursday, January 13, 2005
    Low

    Have you ever felt so low? so low like you're starting to second guess yourself?
    so low, what you thought you knew about urself so much but turned out its not true?
    you're starting to lose confidence and sinking, sinking...

    Im frustrated.completely ashamed of myself.im not ready for this.
    im not ready to admit that i am stupid.so freaking stupid and idiot.

    i shouldnt have thought of myself like i used to think of myself before.
    no i dont have a brain. im stupid.

    im moron. what was i thinking? what was i thinking? what the fuck was i thinking?

    fuuckkkkk.

    posted by daydreamer | 9:35 PM|

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